|
Post by Gãlen ¶3PG¶CA on Mar 9, 2013 21:10:45 GMT -5
As per your Master: A 1,500 word biography on Elizabeth Cardwell, based on what you find in the book, Dancer of Gor. you may use quotes as back up but they will not count a your word total. Enjoy this one taki a I think you will get much out of it.
Looking forward to it,
Karinna
|
|
takita
Junior Member
Posts: 17
|
Post by takita on Mar 14, 2013 19:33:48 GMT -5
Re: Assignment due Saturday March 16 by Master C In dancers of Elizabeth name is ..... below is essay ... a summary on the dancers of .....
i this book is a librarian.... to most she is this average shy mousy woman..... but deep inside of her self she yearns for more.... she aches for something from men something one would only dream of..she thinks herself as strange and perhaps a throwback to societies of old.. back to a time when bound slaves with no choice existed....her want need is in wanting to serve a Master that would take from her with no qualms the very essence of her sexuality.....on three occasions she attempted to make a silk garment....one with thin straps.... and short....the first time she tried to make this garment she didn't cut the cloth..... the second time cuts the cloth into little pieces....the third and final time beneath candle light she put the garment on...... tossing her nightgown at her feet.....there in the glow of the soft candle light she dances a dance of need as if she was dancing before Men.... 166
one day helps a Man out in the library... He was well dressed...... He persuaded her to open a book and read a paper that was folded inside.... it said "i am slave"... this scared ...after this found within herself the need to dance.... so she took dance lessons.... belly dancing...... in no time at all she was the star pupil....even her teacher spoke to her about her need for dancing...it was obvious the dancing was doing was meant for Men... it wasn't long after that..... she decided to practice dancing at the library..... so she locked up ...finally she dances and she sees rather quickly she isn't alone... is dancing the dance of a slave dressed in her costume .....startled she cries out.....there are three men there and she realizes one of them is the Man she met in the library some three months ago.... she is told then that she is going to be a captive......she understand at first so she set off on a run through the library.....she tries to hide in the book stacks...... but her bells on her ankle give her where about away and she is caught.....
once again read the words written on the paper...."i am slave".....she was to kneel again..... then did what she did best she danced..... after the dance was over the Man handed her the silk garment she had made ... commanding her to put it on...... she was to remove everything else but the bells at her ankles .... is told that these Men have watched her for sometime........ then she is told to strip and kiss the whip... she is bound.... chained and roughly collared..... her posture is in check .... a examination confirmed she was a virgin.....
slave bells were removed..... she was laid on the table bound.... and given some kind of drug.....the stinging of the whip wakes her up......sobbing she obeys what is told to her..... she is told although she has a lot of adjusting to do she will never leave ....she took notice that the Man in the suit on earth is in a tunic.....she is naked.... at this point she is told she will be collard and branded immediately... she is the last girl this intends to take from earth....she is assured of her beauty..... as she feels the slavers kiss.....she finds He wants to take her and she begs for this but He denies her as she is a virgin.... being her first isn't something He wanted.....
she has her face thrust in a wooden trough... it is gruel.... she has to eat even though its getting in her hair... sticking to her....she had seen what happens to a girl that eat.....the other slaves that were not virgins were free for the use of the guards...... Whether the girls were taken to the guards quarters or taken right there in front of all.... the girls were under a gag law......they were not allowed to speak out but was allowed to moan and cry out in passion...... she notes the earth girl is more often made to have her ears pierced.... and that in punishment.... a girl might be given an Earth's girl's name ...... but none of the girls are allowed to starve themselves ...... they will be if they try......
she is beginning to understand much of the language ...... she has an instructions often ....... a girl from Philadelphia named Tina ...... whom she admires ....... though allowed a tunic ...... is also a branded slave ...... has been taught domestic chores ..... customs ...... manners and decorum ........ the are taught to be graceful and beautiful in all they do ..... in addition..... sexual training ....grooming and many of the things all aimed to please men are taught along with the rudiments of dance ..... even though all may not become dancers later ..... a man Ulrick compliments her on her training and how she has learned .... then He tells her she has only begun and would find out how little she still knew ...... telling her she is to be sold on the block ..... He assures her it is a good time of year......
considers the nature of slavery and her desire for such as she is transported in a with nine other girls....... two from earth like herself ........ they are chained ...... gagged and hooded ..... and for most of the long journey in a small covered nearly airless wagon....... once when going through a town ...... she hears the taunts of what she thinks must be a Free Woman and she reflects on how frightened she would be at the angry woman's hands ....... finally they are led up a fearful gang plank onto a boat ........ the girls are told the gags and hoods will be removed when they are can't see land any longer..
the chained girls are all loaded into a wagon..... peeks through the flap..... there is some Earth girls as well as some girls... they are being delivered to the place where they will be sold.... still suffered from the effects of the great fire.... but was still considered a great place for a to be sold.....one of the earth girls named asked what difference it all makes.... knowing nothing she was called a fool..... it made of difference as to who the girls were sold to......
the girls must of had a lot of mixed emotions as they were transported along their journey...where they were going to be sold was a pace famous for the sale of livestock.... particular ....the porcine animal of .... one of the girls named cries out saying she wont be sold here but she finds out she is wrong as they are all herded into cages.....the girls entering on their hands and knees....being prodded with long sticks.... their heads pushed below a foul ..... aster that they huddled in small blankets about the fire trying to warm themselves..... speaks up saying they were all terribly miserable....from there the slaves were taken to a large barn..... here they would be .....they were given combs by Men to comb their hair.... a number was etched on their left breast..... eighty nine was number....her mind is tormented by something else....she is caught up in rethinking about .... the Man that captured her on earth..... she yearns for Him.... telling herself that He will come for her.... she hears His name and something deep in her stirs... she becomes so excited she can hardly eat.... enters as the women are lined up for His inspection.... as He places them through their slave paces goes weaker and more excited when her turn comes..... when she looks up it Him at all....in the shock of discovering it Him she faints...... finally the day of display comes..... the girls get much to eat for the purpose of avoiding any accidents..... they are watered to make sure their skin is of a good tone.... is led to one of many platforms....once again being put through a series of positions.... after passing this first test they are lined up before double doors ... knowing they will go on the block for sale tonight....
the girls squat over a bowl to relieve themselves so they make any messes in the barn after they are done looks up several of the girls are already up the ramp ...... she about the earth girls and how far they have come til now wondering what kind of price she will bring... her turn comes..... and she is poked with the sharp stick as she hurries along.... thinking a shy now a a branded slave for the pleasure of Men getting prepared to now be sold....she is startled when she is pulled up with the pulley block...she cries out as her chain is pulled.... around her the Men are discussing her...... and then she is described as a pleasure slave..... her understanding that she is being sold as a semi trained illiterate barbarian.....she goes through positions and her slave paces... once the manacles are freed she moves withe the grace of a dancer..... she yells out no when she hears a bid her movements become different..... ..... she is bound once again..... yet this hunger deep in her to please grows.. its what she craves..... (even was a little and hard to handle.... like ) (had to put that in there)....she was sold for two and fifty..... to a Man she spotted earlier...... she vomit as her tummy as she have enough food in it..... slowly she crawls into a cage as she waits her fate.... she cried so hard she cried herself into unconsciousness...... is a branded and sold slave on ........
is now the collared slave of this Master ..... before Him she ... He asks about her virginity..... telling her He has plans for it.... telling her He finds it interesting she is from Earth..... she barely whispers she is a woman.....He now owns this slave who would be a pleasure slave and is a dancer..... tells her she has to be pleasing..she to hide anything but she knows this is correct.... deep in her heart she knows she is who and what she is .... a slave.... she is given a tunic.... it is slit and has thin straps... her first garment of her own ........ she was sold for the highest price of all the girls..... moves around feeling the tunic as she moves around... had told her to move about... as a slave needing to please when she is asked what her name is... she replies......"whatever Master pleases".... over the next while she displays herself.. and comes and sniffs her out.....the is His pet and called .... is allowed to dress... then calls for ..... speaking to Him about how lovely is... she is taken to the kitchen to learn to scrub pots and pans but she will also continue dance lessons.....
in the tavern of .. dances for Men...loads of men.... earlier the white silk ribbon to her collar.... this shows she is still a virgin.... she wont know the man that opens her..... she gets aroused as she dances.....women are not allowed in the unless of course they are collared..... whoever wins the lottery will have a red ribbon to replace the white... a sign she has been opened.... a smear of her virgin blood is to be placed on the scroll attesting to her unopened state....... the number is called..... it is 177....... she is carried over the winners shoulder to the alcove....as she is carried 14 more lots are drawn..... these men also will use her after she is opened......
she is ..... the Man kisses her and takes her.... she thinks how little of a thing it is to loose her virginity......wondering now how special she will be...... He uses her again for His enjoyment..... holding her but when she pleads Him to stay she is and kicked...... He draws a in blood on her belly .... then changes her ribbon and marks her papers.... no longer white silk... is a red silk now...she gets taunted by and some men that enter...... she is taken by another 14 men..... and near morning came back for her.....she has a blanket.... and is left to simmer..... three days... three days to desire again a Mans touch........
a week later red ribbon is gone from her collar.....she kneels and begs a Man to take her to a alcove... He tells her that her name is now written on the walls in the bath...... the girls of the tavern have been rated and is listed as second.... behind her who is ahead of ... this makes angry... is afraid but it stop her from from wanting His touch... He sends her to the alcove ahead of Him..... she runs eagerly...
most of the girl of the tavern often wore yellow silks ....silks being worn on the shoulder.. off the shoulder....high necklines... plunging neck lines.....open or closed....tight or lowing... and in different lengths.... some wore halters and g strings...... or mere g strings....in strips wound about her body......in brief tunics....." wrapped around or with a disrobing loop at the left shoulder .... takes the tightly tied belled anklet from her .... then "binds" her hands behind her in the "Master's will"......this is where comes in... she tries to seduce Him but she is unsuccessful.... her attentions of and her position as first girl are in doubt.....
she is told she is rated in some places as the best dancer.... she denies this but is told that it is Men who will that.....she is told that bids have been made to as well as one from Himself to purchase her..... would probably put restrictions on her use and has ordered she is to have her ears at once.....a ear girl can only be a slave forever on ... a coin check is done on her... she begs His use of her just as appears..... after leaves remarks that He thinks not pleased to find them together....continuing to spar with her.....
is summoned to ..... He checks her ears as they have been ..... she was told of the of being a ear girl...... then asked if she liked being a slave...... of course said yes...
discusses His thoughts on changing His first girl..... He had whipped for stealing the pastry she gave ... she was sent to a box to bring a whip to Him..... kissed the whip and handed it to Him... He lashed her at one point knocking her to her belly..... stripping her after she kissed the whip another ... then sending her to the kitchen... also told has been fired.....
being so jealous lies to and kidnaps her... sold her to five men...... had been removed from the position of first girl..... and she blamed .... spits in face..... demanding payment.. but she get what she was supposed to... is asked how she is allowed to touch money... was gagged... now two collars were being prepared for the tow of them......
was sold to a Man who leads her into the square of the Market of ... no longer but now ....she was sold to Him for 50 copper ..... and one half silver .... the men who sold her nothing .... wears now a rolled mat on her back... a copper bowl at her neck and is to a leash..... to a slave ring set in one of the buildings..... she unrolls her mat..... and hears the tune a Man s playing on a flute.....she is thrilled she sees the buildings around as well as the temple of it Initiates... but the music makes her feel warm and wonderful..... there on her mat she dances.....kneeling in submission at the end of her dance..... serves upon the mat time after time.... dancing five different dances....at one point a Free Woman watching...... change her dance..... showing the what a woman could be.... the walked away trembling....
is taken right there by a musician and her Master... after being used her Master was asked by another Man about His papers on ..... He asked if she had once danced in a tavern.... if she was stolen .... her now Master said she was His.. He had her in His collar for sufficient time... after talking was renamed.... her new name now being ....she was taken back to the place He bought her naked after He collared her...
is now in the streets of begging.... wearing the robe of a Free woman..... she speaks to a Man the Metal Workers... what she tells Him would be serious offenses if she was caught..... but the man offers her money so she starve.... He is surprised when offers to serve Him as a slave for repayment... in the end He her.... and notices she wears no collar....He tries to take her but is hit over the head...and He collapses into the street.... men of her Masters rob Him.... drenching His clothes in page.... next taking the robe and purse from ....leading her the alleyway short tunic on all fours.....
carries on begging use.... but the next Man is suspicious when he notices she is in a iron belt.... when He removes the belt He notes she is opened for use of Men..... He asks her questions as He opens her errand capsule and is jumped by the men before He can run... is owned by of , and although He owns a tavern ..... she does not dance there .....He instead uses her as a lure girl..... stands as the captured man is bound in a manner of a female slave..... she is told to delay the .... so she tells she is needing.... falls to her knees kissing His feet only to find out it is the former First Man of Master .... her first owner on .... the owner from where she was taught to dance in His tavern.... the Men of her new Master appear the Man that is kneeling before t that often begs use.... tries to warn the Man but her Masters angry men urge her on to set the trap....
been into the in a few days.... she is locked with a .... number two.... it has sliding quiet panels.. still begging use..... this Man heavy on her then fell into a drugged state... panels slid open... her Masters men taking the drunk out.... then was bound with fiber.... ordered to be silent and told they were taking her to her Master tonight....... of tells to spread her legs wide as she kneels before Him....He tells her to recount her history of bondage..... reminding her she is a slut.... she tells Him of the she has been.... and the owners she has had..... He asks if she would like to be the next meal.... she begs no bowing her head to the floor.... after reminding that she owes her complete obedience to Him He gets His men to kick and beat her.... which they do...she again is going to be sold..... with her collar exchanged for another she is gagged and off to yet another Master....
she is bound again in heavy wrist and ankle chains.... her neck in a chain.... is terrified as the men in their own ankle chains recognize her.... she is now a work slave.... sold to to work as a water girl on His labor gang.. another girl there tells who and what the bad Men are... a former lure girl knows fear and sees the men in their chains... goes to the guards for protection but it only gets her led before the tent of the overseer....her tunic being ripped from her shoulders....
ten days have passed since was working as a water girl.... but today with another girl was ordered once again to work there..... on the black chain..... serving water to Men she lured to their capture...the girl worked with offered to serve water to the men but the guard allow that..... was to serve them.... tried to reassure the other girl it was then went and filled the heavy skin water bag and started off serving the men....the men were filling sacks with sand for making concrete..... before the men one by one....the men looked at her.... she filled the cup... she is kneeling as she is a slave.....and even thought the men are chained they are Free Men.... 23 out of the fifty men helped trap.... glances back up the hill...... is assigned with her once again.... worked hard to assure that she could be on the gang where was.....she was doing her work with good cheer..... carrying on she serves the water.....each man accepts the water.... it surprises .... then she stops in front of .... feared Him the most.....she offers the cup... takes it but instead of drinking it He pours it on the sand as the men move closer.....surrounding form as she still remains kneeling......surely they understood she was a slave.... she had to obey ...... she begs to the Men to be kind... the say she is a actress......
she is lifted... she can taste her own blood.... the men part just enough for her to scramble up the hill....she falls a few times because of the chains on her ankles....the guards inform who the slave is.... He barely lifts His hand as the guard lifts from the sand..... tossing her down the ridge to the fifty men working below.... crawls on her belly to begging .... men call out to kill her..... tels to dance...... she knows she is dancing for her life... she dances battered and bruised still chain with beauty....such grace and sensuality.... is dancing a placatory dance...... not a one but a free form one.... her dance directed to the men who hate her most.... moved by her dance... He turns His back on her..... the other men throw her to the sand and use well ..there on the sand......
once more fights to get her bearings..... she becomes aware of the surroundings around her......no one is there but ... calls Mistress ... tells of the body found half eaten by a attack... the girls being stolen..... as they talk about what has happened cleans the blood from ...moving towards their pens.... confesses her feelings for ....a bond seems to be growing between the two girls....their tunics reveal their form after they adjust them.....
five more days have passed.... since was thrown to the men of for their use and revenge..... this night she was bathed and perfumed....then brought to the tent of the Overseer ..... she serves with the rich Free Woman of on the ..... stands outside the tent....she is barely clothed just a little patch of silk... her and a leather ..... a guard comes around the tent.... watches her for a bit and then lays her to the ground taking her ....after time passes she is permitted to return to the tent....she is directed to waiting boots to polish..... is polishing a shield..... he tells her that she will be leashed to His stirrup .... as He makes a trip to inspect the chains at Aria..... and in the south. the boots.. it is a task she enjoys..looking up it is noticed the shield finished being polished..... she calls to but is gone..... she is guarded behind rows of slave wire........
is chained to the stirrup of the that Master rides, and terrified, she quivers as the very earth beneath her feet shakes when Pietro rides up on them, rings in His ears and blue ribbons tied in the ringlets of His hair and His black beard. She kneels as the Men talk, naked, the chain of her tether falling between her breasts. She parts her knees wider as she gazes at the Men and hears their talk of commerce and chains, Pietro once having been on a chain of , the employer of His overseer . He notes the placement of her knees, realizing she had been a lure girl when told her price.
this Pietro captured the chains of ...all the men .... and after releasing those of His ..... , and keeping those who can handle a sword or lance ...... He agrees to sell back those left ....68 of the Men ..... for the price originally paid by ....... after some negotiation, the price is agreed upon and wonders if was also captured...... she hears she is to go with to the camp of the Mercenaries....... she begs to be allowed to return to ...... fearing that now freed will be there ........ she begs repeatedly ....... and is lashed to silence her ..... as she hears she is to dance ...... she heading towards the Aria where she has just come from ..... knowing she has been recognized ...... she notes He turns ....... trailing them ...... she speeds her step to keep up...... she is to dance and be her use given to five soldiers who will draw for the right to her slave rape ..... notes her speed has increased ............ that she no longer seems fearful to go to the camp of the .......
from here on has faced of hurdles.... she has been sold...collared and recollared...beaten...almost killed..... but the hunger and fire deep in her has kept her going.... she is slave and no matter what the costs were for her.... it was all worth it to her........ she has had many names on her road...... she is happy with her Master.... He saved and gave to her the garment she made so long ago on earth..... she knows if anyone on earth ever heard her story they believe her.....
has enjoyed doing this essay..... she had to cut it off somewhere in her summary of the book as if she she would have a book here too.... her essay has 4632 words....
|
|
|
Post by Gãlen ¶3PG¶CA on Mar 15, 2013 14:50:28 GMT -5
Ohhhhhh My, Reading this book report was like reading the whole book again.....that was a HUGE writing dear girl!!!!!!!!
Now the report itself was well written, I could tell towards the end you were getting tired, I think you pushed yourself a tad too hard on this one dear girl.
I have to be quite honest in My response, I am not seeing any personal thoughts of yours as you narrate this book report and wonder why?l There are some pretty powerful emotions in there that a Gorean slave would identify with and self validate. Let Me give you an example:
".....she is told although she has a lot of adjusting to do she will never leave ...."
WOW...that would evoke some strong emotions, what do you think some of them would be.....and why?
Another example, (and this book is so rich in examples of what a new kajira or a kajira even new to her collar would go through.)
"......from here on has faced of hurdles.... she has been sold...collared and recollared...beaten...almost killed..... but the hunger and fire deep in her has kept her going.... she is slave and no matter what the costs were for her....
I wonder what some of the thoughts feelings and emotions she had to work on and hone through blood sweat and tears to come to that final realization, that she is slave no matter what the costs were for her. Do you think this is possible in todays world on Earth?
it was all worth it to her........ she has had many names on her road...... she is happy with her Master.... He saved and gave to her the garment she made so long ago on earth..... "
Ahhh at last the payoff at the end of a long arduous demanding journey. What a glorious feeling, what would it feel like to finally be "Home" after all the training and work, to dance for the Master she is happy with? What will she do to continue to keep her collar. See so many excellent correlations,and this is what I was hoping to see, not that the book report was not well done, but you went way beyond your instructions dear girl and in doing so,way beyond yourself too. But keep on trying. The only failure is not trying.
Encouraging smiles
Karinna
|
|
takita
Junior Member
Posts: 17
|
Post by takita on Mar 17, 2013 11:47:34 GMT -5
throughout this book taki seen alot of herself in there.....in alot of ways it took her back also to that writing taki wrote about herself some years ago..... there is no denying that taki is slave.... the hunger...will ..need inside that fire.... its deep inside....sometimes as she was reading the dancers of gor taki could feel herself as if she was walking right in elizabeths shoes..... almost like hmmmm how does she explain it...simplest way of all if she says her words right is.... this book was like a fine tunning for taki... it reinforeced the need in her to embrace who and what she is rather than run.......thus making that hunger drive yet deeper......
|
|
Galen
New Member
Posts: 9
|
Post by Galen on Mar 18, 2013 19:05:10 GMT -5
taki, I have to reiterate what Mistress had mentioned about the lack of personal feelings, seems as you basically summarized the book. My intent was for you to gain an understand of elizabeth and relate her to yourself and maybe allow you to gain some insight into the struggles she had as well as your own. I want you to do this assignment again relating elizabeth to yourself through this book and keep it to 1500 words. I want to see your feelings and how elizabeth affects you on an emotional level not just a book report.
Galen
|
|
takita
Junior Member
Posts: 17
|
Post by takita on Mar 19, 2013 16:01:51 GMT -5
i found the book "Dancers of Gor" a hard book to put down... once i picked it up it was like i was in alot of ways elizabeth cadwell she was this girl... this librarian on the outside but inside was her true self..... she came what is known as earth to gor..... me coming from bdsm to gor....sure i had been gor long ago..... but this time as i read through the book i could feel.... see myself far deeper than i was years ago.... i felt a deep bond with elizabeth so to speak... inside i had the feeling...it was over powering to say the least..... as i would slip more into her as if she was was my spirit... the inner me... i would walk away from the book telling myself although she was like me or i was like her we could be sisters in another life time.... i made up alot of different excuses in my head because of my feelings.... at first i was scared... scared because i was reading about me.... it was me there in that book... i would come back and start reading again and within only a little time of reading i was inside her mind and body again... for me just like elizabeth the road wasn't paved....we couldn't see what lied ahead..... no way of knowing what would happen... and scared yes.. each day for elizabeth brought more...the need...hunger ...that deep raging fire grew and grew... nothing was going to stand in the way of her slavery.... compared to elizabeth i haven't faced all the exact things she did..... but still the road has had many turns.... many dark holes... hurdles and bumps.... no matter the depth of any of it or the pain endured it only made me feel my slavery more... giving me a deeper hunger to want to be more.... be the perfect slave.....i think the first step in any girls slavery is accepting and embracing who and what she is just as elizabeth did...... she was beat....used for sexual pleasure of Men..... near killed but she didn't once give up..... that is a true slave.... nothing else mattering.... will endure any and all just to please and serve.... there also i seen me ..... i have endured alot.... suffered to if one wants to use that term through the journey so far in my slavery.....ezizabeth was used sexually over and over by many many men....although i can relate to that i have never been used that severe..... that doesn't make my slavery less deeper.... in saying that this girl in her slavery as elizabeth in the book would do anything for her Master... slavery has no boundaries... no limits.... all the slave has is the deep need to always be pleasing ......a slave is pleasing to all..... slavery for her Owner runs to a much deeper than just pleasing.....i admired elizabeth for her strength and courage...the way she tasted her own blood..... related to that so deep that hit home like a ton of bricks..... taki thinks now as she is redoing her essay that she chose the book report style essay because she didn't want to admit just how profoundly seeing herself in the book impacted her..... taki too has tasted her own blood through her journey in her slavery... beaten and left..... ooh how she can relate to that.... helped by another.... but it didn't weaken that fire in her.... it fueled it just as it did elizabeth.... i had to gone through being used..... not by as many as elizabeth.. and not to the depth she was.... but i can remember back to the ways i was used by others.....there was no shame for elizabeth as she was used just as there was none for taki... the only shame that a true slave would of felt is the shame in displeasing.....each direction of elizabeths life... chapter after chapter took her to something new... a new Master... new surroundings.... new things that happened...... just as the path of slavery does in most cases.... strong willed and hungry she moved on.....accepting to what ever lay ahead..... when elizabeth trusted tupila and she let her down,turned on her ...taki thought back to the struggle she had when she was let down hurt by the ones she trusted most.... so again this is another aspect that had taki feeling she was elizabeth..... it was like this book was given to her to find herself as she was there like... she just needed to see .... taki felt as she went deeper into the book that she wasn't lost... not for a second.... she was just afraid... elizabeth had me by the hand.;.. she was taking be for the walk back through myself through time.... back through every step i too took which it was my journey through life as that slave the slave i am today.... elizabeth was a strong girl.... as i touched briefly before.... it didn't matter what happened to her.... she because stronger... more deeper wrapped within the blanket of her won slavery...... i think in the back of her head... deep in her heart she knew that no matter how long the journey was or how intense it was... the light at the end that she drew all from was her Master.....i could be wrong but being inside her heart and mind i think this was her fuel...... not once did she break..... her will .... fire just got deeper and deeper... in all simplicity every aspect of a slave was tested here if for a better word.... in takis own heart slavery is free yes in gor it is taken in alot of times..... none the less the best slave is one that gives herself completely ... heart mind body and soul... she doesn't barter.... make deals..... however like elizabeth is too a slave is human.as i come to the end of the book again looking back... elizabeth was a jewel... a diamond in the rough... just again like taki is...... each step of her slavery taking her that much closer to gleaming to perfection..... not all slaves get there.... most because they didn't have the deep hunger that keeps them going.... that feeds them.... i will always remember reading this book and perhaps a twin to elizabeth if not her in self...... i didn't like the term walking in the shadows of another.... because here i am walking through her...... its me but in her body is how i feel if that makes sense.... and to some it might not... as i have a hard time opening up to my inner feelings... elizabeth will be there with me as i continue my journey through slavery..... she will squeeze it... letting me know that she is here ... her slavery a daily reminder of all tali craves to be..... all she is yet striving to be that much better than she is.... i am egar to read more so i can follow elizabeth through each book... her experiences serving as a lesson to me.. through elizabeth i have reached deeper inside me..... and i see me so much more now.... as i come near the end of this assignment i will think on this very essay and on the life of elizabeth cadwell and how much i feel it was exactly what i needed at this stage in my slavery.... there isn't a river to wide... nor a mountain to high as to speak.... the rest of the journey in my slavery may be harsh and at times may seem unfair..... one can only grow if they are groomed...taught.. yes and punished.... like a rough diamond always waiting ...needing to be polished.....
1515 words
|
|
|
Post by Gãlen ¶3PG¶CA on Mar 24, 2013 14:47:47 GMT -5
;D Very well done this go round dear girl as you took the scariest journey of all....the journey inward. The following words of yours shows Me that you did just that and I so encourage you to continue to do so:
"taki thinks now as she is redoing her essay that she chose the book report style essay because she didn't want to admit just how profoundly seeing herself in the book impacted her..... taki too has tasted her own blood through her journey in her slavery..."
Awesome and profound self discovery and self disclosure WOW. I bet just in discovering that lil part of you.....you discovered a wholelot more. Iam very proud of you lil darlin.
As well the analaogy of elizabeth coming from earth to Gor to you coming from BDSM to Gor is a deeply profound one for neither is easy is it? One calls for simple submission(well ther is nothing simple in submission) while the other calls for complete surrender...aaaaaaaaand serving others inorder to serve your Master.
This...this was a pleasure to read taki...well writted and deep self disclosures, for as a slave of Gor you do not even own your thought or feelings....which truly makes sense, increasing your vulnerabilit, your transparancy,your fire within:
"it didn't matter what happened to her.... she because stronger... more deeper wrapped within the blanket of her won slavery...... i think in the back of her head... deep in her heart she knew that no matter how long the journey was or how intense it was... the light at the end that she drew all from was her Master.....i could be wrong but being inside her heart and mind i think this was her fuel...... not once did she break..... her will .... fire just got deeper and deeper... in all simplicity every aspect of a slave was tested here if for a better word.... in takis own heart slavery is free yes in gor it is taken in alot of times..... none the less the best slave is one that gives herself completely ... heart mind body and soul... she doesn't barter.... make deals..... however like elizabeth is too a slave is human.as i come to the end of the book again looking back... elizabeth was a jewel... a diamond in the rough... just again like taki is..
and this is what I see in you lil love, each time you hit a pothole, your slavery went that much deeper and your fire that much higher..not easy is it.....until you remember to keep your eyes on your one and only mark: Pleasing your Master. And yes indeed this is the first time I have read the words *won slavery* but if one truly takes a look at it, that is exactly what it is ...a hard won internal freedom and the toughest route to the prize there ever was, BUT again your collar is only as heavy as you make it. Awesome insight awesome self disclosure deer girl well done!!! See know you could do it!!!
Affectionately,
Karinna G ¶3PG
|
|
Galen
New Member
Posts: 9
|
Post by Galen on Mar 27, 2013 19:01:11 GMT -5
taki, I am impressed, yes this is what I was looking for.......and yes girl you got it you read the book and found the lesson you needed to learn. I am happy for you, as you are truly finding yourself and seeing the importance of using the books.
Galen
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 11, 2022 21:16:31 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">buy stromectol uk </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 11, 2022 21:18:12 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">buy stromectol uk </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 13, 2022 1:10:04 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">stromectol covid </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 13, 2022 1:11:26 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">stromectol covid </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 13, 2022 1:12:55 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">stromectol covid </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 14, 2022 5:04:12 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">stromectol ivermectin tablets </a>
|
|
|
Post by seahPusa on Feb 14, 2022 5:05:54 GMT -5
<a href="https://stromectoleth.com/#">stromectol ivermectin tablets </a>
|
|