Post by takita on Mar 1, 2013 12:38:38 GMT -5
written about and by {takita}Gãlen ¶3PG¶ ~H§~ {r} on March 1,2013...
a very long time ago this girl wrote a peice on what being a slave means to her..... in every aspect of that word she is exactly that ...
a slave.... sometimes her actions one would say arent slave like but in the soceity that we live in amoungst us we
are not perfect anymore than we are a program one can turn on and off.... to this day this girls feelings are still that of her writing
and in real first and foremost as on line she carries herself in the ways a slave would.... wether she is owned or unowned she is still a slave....
being a slave isnt something one can turn off and on... for a true slave it is a hunger ...a deep fire that rages through their veing right to the
very core of their being...
recently by the hands of this girls wonderful loving Master (Gãlen K (t) ¶3PG¶CA) she has stepped back intot the world of Gor....
doing so of her own free will..... her Master didnt tell her she had to... nor did He put any pressures.... He allowed her to
see through His eyes that not all Gor is bad.... and certainly gorean slaves are not door mats..... they are prized possessions...
as she came back into gor she did so holding back... so scared to unleash the feelings that she bottled up inside her so many years
ago.....but bit by bit the walls came tumbling down ... she no longer kept saying she wasnt gor... she wasnt a slave.... she had
so many things she would tell herself as well as her Master becasue plain and simple she was scared to embrace these wonderful
feelings that were flooding her..... embracing her very soul... she wanted ..needed... ached to more ... she was slave alright.... just
needed dusting off .... it was like the darkness left her... and she was filled with this light..... the light being the need... hunger....
aching want to be nothing less than the best .... the near perfect slave......and she only says near perfect because realistically we all
know that no one is perfect......she has learnned through her growth also that it is ok to make mistakes.... that doesn't take
away from who and what she is.... it only opens the door for more growth...... as she became more into the Gorean world
something deep in side of her came to life and no matter how hard she may of at first tried to put it to rest she just couldnt do anything
but embrace it.....
within herself her freedom has come from accepting her slavery and all that comes with it......she is happiest when she is giving all
of herself.... pleasing to others... in being owned the hunger goes far deeper than just serving and pleasing A/all.... her
devotion and commitment to her Master is unlike anything else...... she craves Him..... to be all He wants and needs....a part of here
wants to be feel know what He wants and please Him before He knows Himself if that makes sense....to know Master that
indepth knowing exactly what pleases Him.... for her this is true slavery .... she feels this glow inside of her when she thinks
how much she has grown...... to her Master never leaves her presence... she feels His power and His presence even when He
isnt with her....as a slave He holds basically everything of this slave ..one could say the power of life and death over her...her slavery
to and for Him runs so deep she would give up life for Him...
she exist for You Master..... what she wants is to please and serve You.....to this day she gives all of her to You ... holding
back nothing.... to live for You...... and if necessary.... to die for You......... still offering herself selflessly....to You ....no
service is too small........no sacrifice too great......... another feeling embedded deep within her.... even to this day those feelings
remain strong inside her....
since comming back in Gor she has understood so much more about herself..... not that she ever doubted who and what she was....
becasue she has never questioned that depth inside her...she was once told by a close friend whom is a Mistress that this girls level
of submission goes far deeper than most She had ever came across... and thinking now to the road she has travelled as
a slave she would say it does...... this girl has found within her slavery that she needs... hungers for any and all direction from her Master.....
the smallest of things are important......in turnning to Him for everything to this girl through her growth is just another way for this girl
to show her submission and surrender... it makes her feel more content within herself in who and what she is......
as a slave this girl has always been seen as truthful.... loyal.....one who also has honour and integrity..... in all truth Gor has
only brought out the best in her.... so comming back to go for her in alot of ways was comming Home.. Home with a Master to
serve and devote herself ot.....that in itsef is a gift that she will always cherish.... need and burn for...
in her assignment she wants to also touch a few words on her Masters collar that is locked around her neck...it all by
itself is a consistant reminder of being owned....the need to always carry herself in a way becomming of her Master....
she has been more or less entrusted to carry not only respect to her Master and His collar but honour also.....
she may of gotten to far into this assignment and branched out in various directions.... but it is all within her as a slave....
deep in her belly she feels the need...desire... hunger to be pleasing.... her belly being the very core of her being....unconditionally
she loves and belongs to her Master.....she is happiest when in His presence and aches for Him when He isnt here....in saying that
she has to say also she is who and what she is becasue its a fire deep in the pit of her belly burnning with rage....
thinking back to long ago when she wrote her other peice on what being a slave means to her she knows without a doubt she isnt just
a slave..... she is kajira because to her being a kajira is about surrender and submission... it makes her filled.... complete... ecstatically
happy .......there is this freedom that comes from knowing who and what she is...... no equivocating.... no time to craft her
normal facades.... but insteadbeing free to react wholly as who and what she is....this is the highesy...noblest endeavour that any
human being can undertake... to truely know themselves......
my how she has grown..... she feels it with every fiber of her being.....
this girl takes joy in all she does....she eats... breathes.... embraces her submission....always feeling the fire coarse through her stemming
from deep in her belly...it isnt a choice she makes..it is simply who and what she is....her first and only consideration is pleasing her Master
becasue of the need in her....no matter what He chooses to do to her she is always greatful because she has pleased Him...she is nothing....
has nothing unless He allows....reveling in His total and absolute Mastery of her......
she has attained true freedom from her total and absolute submission to her Master......she begs for His Mastery and lives for it..... for without
it she is nothing and cant exist
~ la kajira ~
a very long time ago this girl wrote a peice on what being a slave means to her..... in every aspect of that word she is exactly that ...
a slave.... sometimes her actions one would say arent slave like but in the soceity that we live in amoungst us we
are not perfect anymore than we are a program one can turn on and off.... to this day this girls feelings are still that of her writing
and in real first and foremost as on line she carries herself in the ways a slave would.... wether she is owned or unowned she is still a slave....
being a slave isnt something one can turn off and on... for a true slave it is a hunger ...a deep fire that rages through their veing right to the
very core of their being...
recently by the hands of this girls wonderful loving Master (Gãlen K (t) ¶3PG¶CA) she has stepped back intot the world of Gor....
doing so of her own free will..... her Master didnt tell her she had to... nor did He put any pressures.... He allowed her to
see through His eyes that not all Gor is bad.... and certainly gorean slaves are not door mats..... they are prized possessions...
as she came back into gor she did so holding back... so scared to unleash the feelings that she bottled up inside her so many years
ago.....but bit by bit the walls came tumbling down ... she no longer kept saying she wasnt gor... she wasnt a slave.... she had
so many things she would tell herself as well as her Master becasue plain and simple she was scared to embrace these wonderful
feelings that were flooding her..... embracing her very soul... she wanted ..needed... ached to more ... she was slave alright.... just
needed dusting off .... it was like the darkness left her... and she was filled with this light..... the light being the need... hunger....
aching want to be nothing less than the best .... the near perfect slave......and she only says near perfect because realistically we all
know that no one is perfect......she has learnned through her growth also that it is ok to make mistakes.... that doesn't take
away from who and what she is.... it only opens the door for more growth...... as she became more into the Gorean world
something deep in side of her came to life and no matter how hard she may of at first tried to put it to rest she just couldnt do anything
but embrace it.....
within herself her freedom has come from accepting her slavery and all that comes with it......she is happiest when she is giving all
of herself.... pleasing to others... in being owned the hunger goes far deeper than just serving and pleasing A/all.... her
devotion and commitment to her Master is unlike anything else...... she craves Him..... to be all He wants and needs....a part of here
wants to be feel know what He wants and please Him before He knows Himself if that makes sense....to know Master that
indepth knowing exactly what pleases Him.... for her this is true slavery .... she feels this glow inside of her when she thinks
how much she has grown...... to her Master never leaves her presence... she feels His power and His presence even when He
isnt with her....as a slave He holds basically everything of this slave ..one could say the power of life and death over her...her slavery
to and for Him runs so deep she would give up life for Him...
she exist for You Master..... what she wants is to please and serve You.....to this day she gives all of her to You ... holding
back nothing.... to live for You...... and if necessary.... to die for You......... still offering herself selflessly....to You ....no
service is too small........no sacrifice too great......... another feeling embedded deep within her.... even to this day those feelings
remain strong inside her....
since comming back in Gor she has understood so much more about herself..... not that she ever doubted who and what she was....
becasue she has never questioned that depth inside her...she was once told by a close friend whom is a Mistress that this girls level
of submission goes far deeper than most She had ever came across... and thinking now to the road she has travelled as
a slave she would say it does...... this girl has found within her slavery that she needs... hungers for any and all direction from her Master.....
the smallest of things are important......in turnning to Him for everything to this girl through her growth is just another way for this girl
to show her submission and surrender... it makes her feel more content within herself in who and what she is......
as a slave this girl has always been seen as truthful.... loyal.....one who also has honour and integrity..... in all truth Gor has
only brought out the best in her.... so comming back to go for her in alot of ways was comming Home.. Home with a Master to
serve and devote herself ot.....that in itsef is a gift that she will always cherish.... need and burn for...
in her assignment she wants to also touch a few words on her Masters collar that is locked around her neck...it all by
itself is a consistant reminder of being owned....the need to always carry herself in a way becomming of her Master....
she has been more or less entrusted to carry not only respect to her Master and His collar but honour also.....
she may of gotten to far into this assignment and branched out in various directions.... but it is all within her as a slave....
deep in her belly she feels the need...desire... hunger to be pleasing.... her belly being the very core of her being....unconditionally
she loves and belongs to her Master.....she is happiest when in His presence and aches for Him when He isnt here....in saying that
she has to say also she is who and what she is becasue its a fire deep in the pit of her belly burnning with rage....
thinking back to long ago when she wrote her other peice on what being a slave means to her she knows without a doubt she isnt just
a slave..... she is kajira because to her being a kajira is about surrender and submission... it makes her filled.... complete... ecstatically
happy .......there is this freedom that comes from knowing who and what she is...... no equivocating.... no time to craft her
normal facades.... but insteadbeing free to react wholly as who and what she is....this is the highesy...noblest endeavour that any
human being can undertake... to truely know themselves......
my how she has grown..... she feels it with every fiber of her being.....
this girl takes joy in all she does....she eats... breathes.... embraces her submission....always feeling the fire coarse through her stemming
from deep in her belly...it isnt a choice she makes..it is simply who and what she is....her first and only consideration is pleasing her Master
becasue of the need in her....no matter what He chooses to do to her she is always greatful because she has pleased Him...she is nothing....
has nothing unless He allows....reveling in His total and absolute Mastery of her......
she has attained true freedom from her total and absolute submission to her Master......she begs for His Mastery and lives for it..... for without
it she is nothing and cant exist
~ la kajira ~